Tuesday, July 21, 2009
a million times before
i've heard these words, it's hard to ignore
a million times before
missed your voice, walked out of the door
is that the price i have to pay
now my sunny sky turns gray
many thoughts in my head about you
i miss your
taste on my lips, smell in the air
the loving touch, the scent of your hair
i'm feeling jaded, so frustrated
been here before
my broken paradise
i have to let you go
is this a dream or is it real
i thought i'd let you know
know what i, what i really feel
it was anything but right,
we had another fight
on my bedroom floor i lay and write
i miss your
taste on my lips, smell in the air
the loving touch, the scent of your hair
i'm feeling jaded, so frustrated
been here before
my broken paradise
did you ever feel so alone, felt you are on your own
mixed emotions in my mind, my emotions go blind
feeling guilty that i took too long to realize
i'm here once more... my broken paradise
i miss your
taste on my lips, smell in the air
the loving touch, the scent of your hair
i'm feeling jaded, so frustrated
been here before
my broken paradise
(:
- 9:10 AM;
Sunday, July 19, 2009
hey guys!! listen up!
i'm doing an assignment for my school project.. in order to finalize them,
i really need you guys to help me fill up and complete this survey for me.. it doesn't take much of ur time (:
(especially for musicians who go jamming or perform.. pls do not miss this!!)
do click the link below to access my survey...
http://spreadsheets.google.com/viewform?formkey=cnFJN2Nad1FmdzlxQUZtOVhHZmZmYWc6MA..
thx for ur time (:
- 9:34 AM;
Sunday, July 12, 2009
hello dude-ettes! sorry for not updating since. my laziness on blogging has started again...
saturday night and sundayy..
lepak with my whole bedok clan... at mount sophia... the rest all go minum.. except me.. i do drink.. tpi drink root beer. lolx!!!. janji ader "beer" pt blakang pun cantek uh... haha! took bus went back to bedok.. lepak around blk 419.. playing blackjack.. go wireless, watch MJ videos on youtube.. haha!! go to apiz house... relaxing out.. baring2 abeh tertdo.. haha!! woke up around 7 plus... go macdonalds buy big breakfast take away.. went back home eat my big breakfast... slept around 10 plus.. woke up 3 plus, get ready.. go work after that.. lolx!!
monday onwards...
back to school wif even more higher and tighter security. not because of terrorism, but H1N1!! thermal scanners fixed on each entrance. taking temperature on every lessons. no thermometer, out of the class... pathetic.. haha!
after first lesson, went to tampines with whole gang of classmates.. got 3hrs to our next lesson.. until there, some of us split ways to makan.. so me, yum and anwar.. wanted to eat at burger king, then plan to eat at breeks.. coz we're unsure if tampines got breeks cafe, we decided to eat at BBQ chicken at Tampines One.. lucky at there not buzy at all... entered the restaurant.. manager there like tak mandi g2.. haha! he's the only guy while the rest of the staffs are all girls... i ordered Jerk BBQ... and root BEER! lucky the drinks were free flow.. aper lagi... minum sampai mabuk arh! nasib root beer tk leh mabuk... haha!
Jerk BBQ served... i look at the plate.. i was WHAT?!.. kecik jeks?! now that's worth $14.90.. haha! nvm lahs just rase2 makan g2 wadd.. and i finished it up first... laju eh?? tu psl ayam dier kecik! haha! yum and anwar haven't finished theirs.. so i look all over the place and wat attracts my attention is one girl in front of the restaurant, wif her menu opened, on her hand.. moving around trying to attract random passer-bys there into the restaurant.. what's on my mind was that she looks like orang angkat file mintak derma/orang apply insurance g2 (u noe what i mean.. there's plenty of them at bus interchanges), for what i observed her lahs.. for quite long i think.. then i ask my friend anwar, told him my opinion about that girl.. then he says "alamak, kalau ko suke dier ko cakap jeks lahs! hahaha!"... then i replied arh.. "........(better not say. haha!)"..
have a last round of drink then leave BBQ chicken... go meet up back with other classmates at Tampines mall... wahh.. a lot of people arh.. having hokaiddo fair.. selling all japanese foods.. smells nice too (tu sbb tk halal).. then after that go to tampines interchange, took 31 back to school...
reach school.. second lesson starts.. temperature taking time.. suay.. me and my fren, man, no thermometer.. die!! 5 of us.. me and him, together wif beng2, zhimei and jude, got send out of class.. go staff room take temperature... me and others got cleared except man.. his temp hit 37.6.. suayy giler per!! tk deman tk sakit, kne wear mask.. quarantined for 10 minutes.. hahahahaha!! tk bersalah seyy... 4 out of 5 return to class... catch up wif lesson... man kne balik.. haha!! sedih bulu sak!!
tuesday...
wake up morning.. squeezing lab coat, lappie and other stuff into my hopeless bag... have practical lessons... after that me and anwar go cafe 2, buy chicken cutlet rice, walk around cari power point around the cafeteria mcm bodoh.. setttled down... makan... open my lappie.. watched Russell Peters: Red, White & Brown video.. this guy laughs my arse off, man!!
"what is a f*ckface? it's the face you make when u f*ck, that's all it is!"
"i don't do any arab jokes.. it's not that i dun think u're funny.. i just... i dunno.. i dun wanna... die.."
if girls says "i dunno why, i just love big dicks.........."
"that's coz u're a f*cking whore that's why! your vagina's huge!!"
"the smaller ur dick, the more u will f*ck... u dun believe me???!! look at the two largest population and the world (which is chinese and indians.. hahaha!)"
hahaha! seriously shit got check out his videos on youtube..!!
after that anwar go back home.. i stayed back for my next lesson... which is the project management.. discussing some assignments to lay off.. after that can go home...
at night, meet up wif farid, my only jamming buddy.. haha! he bring his lappie juz to use his webcam to record our jamming session.. how cool.. jam out couple of songs.. total of 17 video records... that fucking lot man! haha! after that went to bedok.. lepak near block 419 bedok north... watch the videos recently recorded in our jamming session.. after that apiz, azhar and bahkit came wif surprised... chitty chatty for a while.. then we head back home... for me, went home by foot.. haizz.. penat....
wednesday...
came to school.. for just 1 half hour practical session.. pathetic! haha! went home.. nothing to do.. go sleep... watch tv... play comps.. lyk no life... haha!
thursday...
went to school as usual, classes at nite (madrasah tao!).. new topic on dakwah and ibadah.. cool.. i feeling i'm so religious..haha!
friday...
LATE!! miss 1st lesson, skipped on the 2nd lesson.. like waste of time... finish practical lesson at 11+.. went home after that.. want to go solat jumaat, but rain heavily.. oh shit!! missed solat jumaat 3 times.. aku jdi org munafiq! i hope not lahs.... i know god still loves me.. always... (:
manager msged me.. ask me to werk at night.. okayyy can... i come to work at 5pm.. sial arhh.. tau tdi aku tknk dtg kerje seyy... perangai seii org2 kerje.. esp. sisterlurpp tu (can't mention name)... ishh!!
saturdayy..
start werk 11 am, leave work at 11 pm.. 1st time in this year go to do overtime... hell yeah saturday damn ass bz especially at nite!! f*ck man!! haha!!
received a call from long-time-never-hear friend, azila.. hello!! told me she got a 16 gig ipod touch.. that's amazing!! haha!
after werk lepak wif member2 kerje, ardilla and syafiiqah, go mcd buy foood... go under the block.. talking cock... craps! tk leh angkat.. thx to ardilla.. haha!!
around 1 plus, syafiiqah went home... i tot i wanna go home by bedok town park route (which people say it's spooky somehow).. then kesian kn tgk member aleks sorang, so i go teman ardilla back to her block... then went home after that..
sunday...
late night/early morning.. can't sleep well.. watery nose.. dammit!! took my unfinished course of antibiotics and medicine.. a slight relief... went back to bed... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..
woke up in the afternoon.. azila called me when i was juz about to wake up.. baik per?? haha! asking a bit help from me which at least managed to be solved.. greatness.. then go sleep again.. woke up again near 1 hour b4 start work.. baik2... i rushed out of the house (of course mandi first).. reach work on time.. baik uh.. start work then..
thank god today not busy at all.. but a lot of feedback and complain arhh..hahaha!!
went home after that... and now still blogging..
oh dude i love chendol ice-cream with lots of gula melaka on it.. yummy!! (kne kencing manis boleh potong kaki siak! haha!)
gonna end my blog here... signing out (:
- 10:36 AM;
Saturday, July 4, 2009
thursday....
afternoon i werking as usual, night i got class.. as usual.. (:
after that go to bedok jetty.. go fishing wif frens.. hmm.. i dun think they even caught one fish coz i dun see 'em.. haha! listen to radio.. misteri jam 12.. then playing music.. strumming guitar and buat "lagu".. ahahah! thanks to hid... got the wildest laugh ever.. lolx! having crackers and tortillas for makan... btol mengenyangkan g2 eh... bought epok2 and nasi lemak from a random seller-on-bikes at the bedok jetty... bought 4 epok-epoks to fill my stomach.. byk2 kentut2..
friday....
Pack-up around 6... took a bus and when home..... and zzzzzzzzzzzz.. did miss my friday prayers though.... can't missed that for next week... lolx! around 3 pm i woke up and go dhoby ghaut.. meet arepp, min, and irsyad.. go watch transformers again.... kemaruk transformers per kite?? haha! after that we go eat tauhu near peace center there... then we went back to bedok by bus...
reach bedok, irsyad went home first.. then left only me, arepp and irsyad.... lepaks2 awhile.. talking some shits.. then we went home...
saturday..
stay up at night.. playing Blackshot... slept around 4 plus.... woke up around 11+.. damn! late for werk.. aiyah don't care lah... haha! so damn sleepy at werk... saw aisah and hafiz 'bapok2'.. btw hi to them.. haha!! went home straight after work and continue blogging... (:
should be going out later... okok.. tc ppl!!
- 3:03 AM;